Bucket List
okay after watching BriBry’s video on depression (link here) a million times I decided to make my own bucket list that i’ll put here on tumblr, I’ll probably add to it now and then, he inspired me incredibly by making the video and it helped me realise the times I have been hospitalised and wanted my life to end there was still a part of me that wanted to stay and rather than sit and mope about everything I’m going to take charge, stop moaning and actually do whatever I can to try and achieve happiness,and maybe when I’m through with this list I won’t hate myself so much, because I’ll feel accomplished so I’m going to complete this list and whenever I feel suicidal I’ll look at how much I haven’t completed yet and how much I still have to live for.
1. Meet all of Busted (2/3)
2. Meet all of Son of Dork (3/5)
3. Get all the Lifescout badges
4. Move away from Manchester
5. Climb the tree behind Saviours Church
6. Officially move in to Abbie’s (aka don’t nip home once a week for money and food)
7. Get a stable job
8. Stop pushing away the people I need most
9. Get a tattoo in memory of Fliss
10. Attend ALL my sessions until I am mentally well
11. Visit America
12. Get on the first train I see one-way and spend as long as I can there
13. See Aurora Borealis
14. Buy a polaroid camera
15. Go on a road trip with my favourite people and a playlist of our favourite music
16. Give up smoking
17. Build a blanket fort with Abbie and spend the entire day watching Disney films and eating shit food
18. Meet Misha Collins
19. Build a tree house
20. Send a message in a bottle
21. Find a four leaf clover
22. Learn to surf
23. Reach my goal weight
24. Go to a festival every year for 5 years straight (2/5)
25. Skinny dip
26. Meet John and Hank Green
27. Make a scrapbook
28. Swim with dolphins
29. Own a bookstore
30. Kiss beneath a waterfall
31. See Blink 182 live
32. Go to Disneyland
33. Be a TV/Film extra
34. Go to Amsterdam
35. Go to Warped Tour US
36. Own a husky
37. Write a book
38. See amusical on Broadway
39. Spend Christmas in New York
40. Make ice cream from scratch
41. Fly a kite
42. Run a marathon
43. Go on a hike
44. Tell James Bourne how much he means to me
45. Write a love letter
46. Help Josh get his music noticed by a wider audience
47. Live on the family farm in Ballyhaunis
48. Meet all of my extended family
49. Dye my hair lilac
50. Try sushi
